April 14, 2004

• life sucks... life sucks a big fat.... BLAH.... grrrr.... this sucks... my parents irritate me so much.. they care for me so much it pisses me off.... they want me to stay in my skool... hma.... its kinna gay..... cause got thsi stupid comunitty service thing i gotta do to pass the school year... GAY!!!! well.... i got into a fight with my mom and i told my dad on the phone to get away from me and dont talk to me and if he does im gonna ignore him.... tonight im gonna get a lecture.... and today i told my mom get out of my room now or ill get out.. and shes like r u saying ur gonna run away? and im like yea i will again.... and shes like where r u gonna go? and im like somewhere and shes like wut u gonna sleep over that girls hosue again? and im like no... and then shes like laughing and says u trynna scare me? and im like confused.... and shes like u step one foot out of this house u better watch out. i promise u watch out. you'll never see me this mad ever again. just watch wut happens if u step out of this house. just watch.

  
  

  WOW ISNT PARENTS SUPPOSED TO SHOW US WUT TO DO. AND HERS MY MOM THREATENING ME TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME!.... wow good job mom! your the best mom ever! you deserve a knife in your fkn face! o wellz..... life sucks...

  
  

  its been like 1 month since i cut myself... i gess im gonna go back to cutting.... so much depression....

  
  

  1. not too many tru friends

  
  

  2. hate the parents

  
  

  3. school sucks

  
  

  4. girlfriend isnt here for me

  
  

  why i wanna stay living.

  
  

  1. my little brothers and sis that i take care of

  
  

  2. watching my gf laugh wen ever i get to talk to her

  
  

  3. watching my gf smile wen im with her

  
  

  4. talking to my sister in korea and chicago

  
  

  5. god

  
  

  6. hearing my gf say i love you.......

  
  

   

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