wowzorz……… hba fun fair… so much ppl……
lmao……
so much people said i got so tall… i mean thankx and all but kinna…. >.< embarressing….
wah! well.. had fun seeing all the old faces and stuff…..
corey and jon slept over and we went to tempei at SAM sung plaza…
lmao… wen we were talking out my two fingers were stuck in the chair
and i was yelling AHHHHH and jon and corey were laughing…. *sigh*
yes… i did get owned by a little chair….. but then we went to dole
to see the punisher and OOOOO jon RUSSIAN GUY IS ALL BIG!!!!
rofl well ttyl peace outz
Month: April 2004
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life sucks… life sucks a big fat…. BLAH…. grrrr…. this sucks… my parents irritate me so much.. they care for me so much it pisses me off…. they want me to stay in my skool… hma…. its kinna gay….. cause got thsi stupid comunitty service thing i gotta do to pass the school year… GAY!!!! well…. i got into a fight with my mom and i told my dad on the phone to get away from me and dont talk to me and if he does im gonna ignore him…. tonight im gonna get a lecture…. and today i told my mom get out of my room now or ill get out.. and shes like r u saying ur gonna run away? and im like yea i will again…. and shes like where r u gonna go? and im like somewhere and shes like wut u gonna sleep over that girls hosue again? and im like no… and then shes like laughing and says u trynna scare me? and im like confused…. and shes like u step one foot out of this house u better watch out. i promise u watch out. you’ll never see me this mad ever again. just watch wut happens if u step out of this house. just watch.
WOW ISNT PARENTS SUPPOSED TO SHOW US WUT TO DO. AND HERS MY MOM THREATENING ME TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME!…. wow good job mom! your the best mom ever! you deserve a knife in your fkn face! o wellz….. life sucks…
its been like 1 month since i cut myself… i gess im gonna go back to cutting…. so much depression….
1. not too many tru friends
2. hate the parents
3. school sucks
4. girlfriend isnt here for me
why i wanna stay living.
1. my little brothers and sis that i take care of
2. watching my gf laugh wen ever i get to talk to her
3. watching my gf smile wen im with her
4. talking to my sister in korea and chicago
5. god
6. hearing my gf say i love you…….
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everytime i think about you my heart stops beating
everytime you dont talk to me my heart slowly corrodes
everytime you dont think of me i slowly die
when you stopped talking to me
when you stopped thinking of me
when you stopped dreaming of me
my heart has been a victom
a victom of your plan. your plan to injure innocent hearts
im a bleeding heart of a wounded victom
it will never stop bleeding
cause theres something missing in my heart
and its you
bleeding heart of a wounded victom…..
i miss you chelsea…. i miss you so much…. well… i dont know if u still wanna be together since the fact its been a month since u last talked to me… and.. well…. i dont know anymore… i just wanna say i love you…
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hello there… well umm… i wa slifting weights and shit… my biceps hurt like a mother fucker…… JEEZ MAN… OUCH…. grrrrr… pain……. GRRRRRRR……
im alion hear me roar
*rar*
lol well….. yea… okay… bored… me and ma gf no talk for a week… *sniffle*
i love her… =)
well i love you chelsea…. NOW I MUST TRY TO DO GOOD IN SCHOOL!!!!
GRRRRR
dang teachers giving us so much hw… o well… theres a new technique i made its like this…..
wen they give u homework… after class u go out… go to a trashcan… look around to make sure no one is watching (sneackly rip it in half) then THROW IT AWAY! its as easy as that!
well bye bye ppl leave comments! *ps* only cool ppl leave comments! well bye bye
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well… well… ppl we meet again in my pathetic site called a xanga… lol nah nah just jokes… well wassabi? i just came back from my dads room of watching american wedding… some funny stuff man… lol well umm… hnmm….. yea….. well umm… just making a entry… okay…i think im done… this was a lot of hard work… well… bye bye ima go sleep… peace outtiez…
stanford
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ummm….. just came back from church! w00t!!!! church is so cool… lol… well umm… yea… LOL there were these 2 birds in the church that were like flying around the church and i was cracking up. and my friend ikaika was laughing too.. a lot of ppl were looking at the bird… well at church. there was this korean girl tha was like checking me out… >.< it kinna irritated me…. >.< cause im in love with chelsea and stuff… and she didnt stop staring…. shes like fucking 17 y the hell is she looking at me?!? >.< well…. blah…… kinna irritated me and stuff…..
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IM ON A ROLLER COASTER!!!
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well blah… bored… today is a saturday and im doing nothing…..
