March 11, 2004
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another sad day today.... i had to act nice to my friends so that they
wouldnt notice that anything was wrong with me but deep down inside i
actually hate them all... they irritate me the only ones that dont piss
me off are the juniors in my school.... well yea....
2nd day of depression March 11,2004
Time:6 :31 pm.....
Friends: Angela, Trent, Tyler N., Ikaika, Justin, Mike, Alex, Nick, Mike, Krystal, Teresa, Joey i think thats all?
Family: Dad (currently has astma) Mom ( currently has one lung and she
still smokes) Ayoung ( in army and is preagnant ) Nikky (in army and is
currently ayoung's husband) Sadie ( currently in chicago having fun)
Serena (living in hawaii kai somewhere)
Me: a loser, freak, suicide, raver, comp player, artist, poet, a fucker
( currently lives in hawaii and has a heart mur mur and has a hole in
his heart from his childhood )
well today was a fuqed day... not too much fun.. i went to etopia after
school and met with some friends like john, james, jun, kai, and
kaulana... basically all.... BLAH... i got no friends at all.... BLAH
BLAH BLAH o wellz............ well ima slit wrist again tonight im
gonna add more cuts to my arm slowly........
how fun! yay! put your
hands up for me! whoo hoo! well ummm nothing much more to say o
wells....
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a boquet for the souls i stupidly fell in lust with.....
lauren, tayler, michelle, shelby, ruby, alice
Comments (2)
ahnyoung dongseng..wow my name is on ur friend's list..
thanx. i hope ur depression days end soon~take care..~tERESA~
thats a nice pic .. yeah how are you now dayz? I dont see you online much.. I hope your all g' well you seem a lot happier then before n that great.. hope to chaat wth you soon, take care
laterz, alice
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