February 3, 2004
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running away...... i did it today for about 1 hour... my sister april
told me it was dumb and stuff.... my other friend talked to me... and i
realized stuff... i stayed out for another 30 mins to chill.... stare
at the stars...... i told the stars that i give up on love... and that
love wasnt for me.... and i think im right... it just aint for
me..... i told the bright red star about me and robyn and it understood
and i told it i will move on.... i told the white star right below the
moon about every1 i hated... and it forgave me... i told the moon
every1 i ever liked and it listened to me.... it told me that its ok if
they didnt like me in return.... i told god that im sorry for ever
losing trust in him..... and he told me he loves me....... and after
the phone call i had with genie i feel weird now.... she offered me to
stay at her place..... idk y but i feel special........ well im
outz...... im tired from cryimg tonight
life maybe seen useless..... love may seem dumb..... we are all like
raindrops. small. delicate. cold. blue. and intricate. god is the one
catching all of the raindrops. taking us in his arms to be in peace and
harmony. when we find love. we are not raindrops anymore. we become a
small little water puddle. there connected with the loved one in gods
hands....
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