when i need you and you dont come i dont blame you. i blame myself its because of me that you don’t come. i cant live now, cold and all alone. there is nothing to do now but to cry in the dark alone. to hide all of my tears and to hide all of my problems, to hide the million tears that are about to fall. running is all i can do now. running away from you to hide myself from letting you see me fall. i dont want to let u see me crumble and fall. im gonna run so far that you wont see me cry. the stars start to chase me. as i fall down on my back, i rise up knowing the pain of you will come back. running away is the only way of getting you out of my mind. sometimes i wanna cry, sometimes i wanna yell. sometimes i wanna fall down and cry. sometimes i wanna stand up and yell. sometimes i wanna cry and yell i love you.
i was so alone and now finally i found someone to keep my soul alive. finally i fell in love again. i thought there would be no chance for a long time but finally i found love.
i love you chelsea
