im trynna run away from u in any way i can….. running…..
swimming….. but i never tried flying…. the pain u give me is
numerous and is overwhelming me..
y cant i run
Month: January 2004
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if practice makes perfect…. then does that mean practice going out
with ppl and slowly u will be the best? damn when ppl make quotes they
should think about the diff outcomes… damn dumb ppl….. lol
well i got 1 more day until i start working out like crazy!!! DA DA
DAYUM…… and plus im trynna mature a bit and concentrate more on
studies…. so i dont think i will be going to etopia much…. i dont
think i will be playing much cs…… unless i go to etopia to meet wut
with friends…. but other than that i quit d2……. wc3……..
sc…….. and cs……….. so umm… yea im computer free…. except
xanga and aim…… well ummm im gonna start my stuffz soon… so wish
me luck…….. trent give me encouragement……… april too!!!
jimmy rieth u too damnit!!!……. and who ever else…. i cant wait
till this friday…… jung is gonna burn me cds….. well ttyl parents
bugging me to eat dinner so ttyl
call number to call if u want to chat
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wut is it to love? is it a feeling we cant explain? 1st of all is there
even such a thing as love? is it an object? a state of mind? an
illusion made by the mind? we dont know…. but maybe if we take it
forward and think we do know wut love is…. well my gess is that its a
emotion that we cant explain… the feeling of loving and receiving
love is here with no definitions…… love cant be made yet it cant be
destroyed…. love has been crawling all over this world…. if you
think about it…. god loves… hes beeen on thsi earth loving us…
maybe god is love? if god is love who are we? we are another emotion?
maybe like im the emotion sadness? if god is love? then who are we? if
we really have to ask that then we are completely lost…. well maybe
not you… but im lost in my own fantasy world….also just here to say i like a girl now kinna and we just friends and
we just chatting and stuff i hope we become closer…. thing is
this….. i dont want her to see me yet cause of my looks… so im gonna be working out like HECK
so then maybe one day ill have the confidence to let her see me and
even though shes older…. ill be brave and ask her out…. in maybe
like 1/2 a year or 1 year
