January 15, 2004

• when i need you and you dont come i dont blame you.  i blame
  myself its because of me that you don't come.  i cant live now,
  cold and all alone.  there is nothing to do now but to cry in the
  dark alone.  to hide all of my tears and to hide all of my
  problems, to hide the million tears that are about to fall. 
  running is all i can do now.  running away from you to hide myself
  from letting you see me fall.  i dont want to let u see me crumble
  and fall.  im gonna run so far that you wont see me cry.  the
  stars start to chase me.  as i fall down on my back, i rise up
  knowing the pain of you will come back.  running away is the only
  way of getting you out of my mind.  sometimes i wanna cry, 
  sometimes i wanna yell.  sometimes i wanna fall down and
  cry.  sometimes i wanna stand up and yell.  sometimes i wanna
  cry and yell i love you.

  -written by me

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