is life worth living? seriously is it really worth it?
i mean look…. im not all that smart…. 1 more year until i get ma
fkn car….. and im prob never gonna fall in love ever again…… WUTS
THE USE IN LIVING?
seriously wuts the use?
flash back of me and the guys man … kinna a while ago fuck man…. im the reatarded azn in da front row….
shyte man… im so depressed nowa days
Month: December 2003
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dang man my exams this week hers ma schedule
tuesday – algebra and physical science
wednesday – speech and creative living
thursday – religion and pe
friday – english and woodshopwell
tomorrow i gotta get a semester exam permit damnit tomorrow so many ppl
are gonna be trynna get it so like i need to get mine b4 8:00 am or
else i gotta pay $25 cause then i was late to take the test and plus
the permit is #10.50 to get and stuff so dang….. well wish me luck on
all of my test cause right now is like 10:12 pm and i just started
studying for science…. i think i got math down if i do bad on the
test i dont know wut im gonna do… cause right now i got an f in that
class so im just hoping i do good and science right now i either got a
f or d- soi want to study a lot and do good for those test well i hope
god is on my side…. and i just wanna say this…kaliko and
ruby dang man i said girls are *****es and why would i mean it to u
guys? if u guys are my friends? jeeze man dont gotta take it seriously
gosh… i mean jodie heard me say it but cause shes my “friend” she
knows i dont mean her well its ur opinion to hate me or not be ma
friend but just want u to know i never emant u guys….and tayler dont leave this world please ill explain to u why later not in my xanga though well peace outs ppl
HAPPY TREE FRIENDS ROCK!!!!man right now is 12 am midnight ive been studyin for exams since 3:30
pm so about 8 hours of studyin? and my brain is killing me i studied
for alg pretty good and science i studyied and wrote notes for ch1-5 i
still gotta study 6 and 7 so my dad is waking me up tomorrow at 4:30 am
so i can finish!! so about 4 hours of sleep!! man this sucks oo well i
wanna stay at hma well i gess i gotta study well im outs now im gonna
sleep!! heres another pic of happy tree friends!!
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hey peeps this whole weekend i was studying for my speech semester exam well this is wut i memorized
Hamlets to be or not to be
to be or not to be that is the question whether tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune or to take arms against a sea of troubles and by opposing end them to die to sleep no more and by asleep to say we end the heartache and a thousand natural shocks that flesh is heir to tis a consummation devoutly to be wished to die to sleep to sleep perchance to dream for in that sleep of death what dreams may come? when we have shuffled off this mortal coil must give us pause theres the respect that makes calamity of so long life for who can bear the whips and scorns of time the oppressors wrong the proud mans contumely the pangs of despised love the laws delay…. the insolence of office and the spurns…. the patient merit of those unworthy takes when he himself might his quites make with a bare bodkin who would fardels bear to grunt and sweat under a weary life but that the dread of something after death…. the undiscovered country that from whose bourn no traveller returns….. puzzles the will and makes us rather bear those ills we have…. than fly to others we know not of thus conscience does make cowards of us all and thus the native hue of resolution is sicklied o’re witht he pale cast of thought and enterprises of great pitch and moment with this regret their currents turn away and lose the name of action……..
this is basically saying is it better to live or to be dead to take troubles as numerous as the amount of waves to die to sleep meaning to commit suicide basically about life and death well here me and ma good friend taylor has been very depressed here are 2 things we wrote heres his thing he wrote
The next time all you guys look at a girl and think “hoo shes hott ya?!”, think about the reason that justice is painted blind. To give out what is fair and not to look upon the race, color, religion or other factors of a person. Shouldn’t love be the same way?
and heres mine
if you say your in love and all you can say to the one you love is i love you and your so beautiful your not in love if your just in love with her looks then your in lust so you should stop wasting her time and just tell him u only like her for her looks and hurt her then because sooner or later ur gonna hurt her cause u didnt love her the right way and the longer u wait the more its gonna hurt her so the earlier u find out your love is lust you should tell the one you love before its too late
well im outz……. love stinkz… maybe it should eat a breath mint
OUCHIE MAN I JUST FOUND OUT THE GIRL I LIKE KINNA HAS A BF NOW!!! OUCH THAT HURTS 1st of all she had a bf when i started likin her didnt really make me mad or sad but i still liked her then she broke up i was there to help her then she got another bf and when they broke up i was kinna there for her and now i find out she has a bf now WOW LIFE IS SO INTERESTING!! and love is like soo cool it likes to break my heart but who cares? im just a normal ordinary fucking idiot in the world and like teeny says (teeny is a girl that goes to my school) i should jsut die and go to hell cause no1 cares
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hey peoples its tuesday today and like semester finals are next week… damnit!!! lol well x-mas is coming soon well all of my friends if u guys are reading this tell me wut u want ok? if not im just gonna get u something….. well just tell me…. ok? well ummm right now im listening to maraigh carey’s – all i want for christmas!!! lol its not that bad….. my parents are pissed at me cause i dont want anything for x-mas…… cause i only want one thing for x-mas but no1 knows wut it is…. well idc if wut i want doesnt happens cause i know it will never come….. well peace
mery x-mas ppl!!well not yet… lol in like couple of weeks
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wellz been a while since i updated my xanga cause ive been sick… like on monday i wasnt feelin all that well and then tuesday is when i started to hurt about like 5pm i had a major fever like 105-107 degree temperature…. and then like i was dizzy and shitz… and tuseday was jimmy’s b-day and i was supposed to go ala moana with him and tyler to get his new shoes…. but my mom calls my cell and tells me to go home now cause my dad just came back from japan and hes been waiting at home for me… so im like pissed cause i wanna be with my best friend but i gotta go home and plus i got this huge ass headache…. so i start getting mad and my mom tells me to go home so i go to ala moana and my mom is supposed to pick me up at kb-toys.. so i go home and me and my mom are just yelling at each other….. by then my head hurts like shit……
dinner time about 7 pm….
my parents start yelling at me saying that i was supposed to be home cause my dad came back…. and i yell back… and when my mom aint around i tell my dad…
HOW DO YOU THINK IT FEELS?! TO GO THROUGH THANKS GIVING DAY WITH NO FAMILY?! YOUR SUPPOSED TO CELEBRATE THANKSGIVING WITH YOUR FAMILY!!!! DID I HAVE A FAMILY?!?!?!?!? NO!!!!
then my dad is like so yobo wut did u guys do this thanksgiving? and my mom is like oo we had dinner with my friends we had turkey… and im like omg u frekin lier…. well we get this fight about my grades cause im failing highschoool and this whole tlak that colledges look at your freshman grades and im like failing like all F’s and stuff so we start talking.. well im not talking my parents are lecturing me about skool and trying and stuff….. i also drew tonight here are the pics i drew…..
its a bunch or roses and raindrops… well actually they are supposed to be my tears….
and this is a glass ball and its starting to crack and inside something black is awakend and the tentacles are coming out and stuff u cant see it well ill finish it soon so u can seebasically end of tuesday…..
well wednesday was boring i had huge headache and i went to doc… he said i got flu and maybe strepthroat… the strepthroat test came out negative but there is always the small chance i can have it… omg…. flu and strepthroat… IM GONNA DIE!!! lol i take ma pills and knock out and stuff waiting for ppl to go on aim but no1 i wanna talk to goes on…. so yea…. im really bored….
end of wednesday and now today
nothing happened today i watched fuse on tv for like 14 hours just watching music videos how fun…… so boring omg….. seriously…. well i wanna talk to this girl on aim but she aint on…… OOOO yea i got a haircut this wednesday… omg i look queer with short hair…. OMG…. o wellz ttyl….
currently listening to the following
Dashboard Confessionals – Hands Down
c21 – You are the One
Azn Dreamers – My Asian Girl
Blaque – Questions
DNH – When you Love Someone
Extreme – More than Words
Liz Phair – Why Can’t I?
