December 5, 2003

• wellz been a while since i updated my xanga cause ive been sick... like on monday i wasnt feelin all that well and then tuesday is when i started to hurt about like 5pm i had a major fever like 105-107 degree temperature.... and then like i was dizzy and shitz... and tuseday was jimmy's b-day and i was supposed to go ala moana with him and tyler to get his new shoes.... but my mom calls my cell and tells me to go home now cause my dad just came back from japan and hes been waiting at home for me... so im like pissed cause i wanna be with my best friend but i gotta go home and plus i got this huge ass headache.... so i start getting mad and my mom tells me to go home so i go to ala moana and my mom is supposed to pick me up at kb-toys.. so i go home and me and my mom are just yelling at each other..... by then my head hurts like shit......

  dinner time about 7 pm....

  my parents start yelling at me saying that i was supposed to be home cause my dad came back.... and i yell back... and when my mom aint around i tell my dad...

  HOW DO YOU THINK IT FEELS?! TO GO THROUGH THANKS GIVING DAY WITH NO FAMILY?! YOUR SUPPOSED TO CELEBRATE THANKSGIVING WITH YOUR FAMILY!!!! DID I HAVE A FAMILY?!?!?!?!? NO!!!!

  then my dad is like so yobo wut did u guys do this thanksgiving? and my mom is like oo we had dinner with my friends we had turkey... and im like omg u frekin lier.... well we get this fight about my grades cause im failing highschoool and this whole tlak that colledges look at your freshman grades and im like failing like all F's and stuff so we start talking.. well im not talking my parents are lecturing me about skool and trying and stuff..... i also drew tonight here are the pics i drew.....
  
  its a bunch or roses and raindrops... well actually they are supposed to be my tears....
  
  and this is a glass ball and its starting to crack and inside something black is awakend and the tentacles are coming out and stuff u cant see it well ill finish it soon so u can see

  basically end of tuesday.....

  well wednesday was boring i had huge headache and i went to doc... he said i got flu and maybe strepthroat... the strepthroat test came out negative but there is always the small chance i can have it... omg.... flu and strepthroat... IM GONNA DIE!!! lol i take ma pills and knock out and stuff waiting for ppl to go on aim but no1 i wanna talk to goes on.... so yea.... im really bored....

  end of wednesday and now today

  nothing happened today i watched fuse on tv for like 14 hours just watching music videos how fun...... so boring omg..... seriously.... well i wanna talk to this girl on aim but she aint on...... OOOO yea i got a haircut this wednesday... omg i look queer with short hair.... OMG.... o wellz ttyl....

  currently listening to the following
  Dashboard Confessionals - Hands Down
  c21 - You are the One
  Azn Dreamers - My Asian Girl
  Blaque - Questions
  DNH - When you Love Someone
  Extreme - More than Words
  Liz Phair - Why Can't I?

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