happy new year….. i hope this year was good for all my xanga
visitors… mine was shitty….. i hope next years of oo4 will be
better…. well happy new years…. peace outz oo yea right now my
picture im selling is now for sale so far its worth 3 cents!!!
<—– 3 cents
Month: December 2003
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the cold queen shes coming u better get moving come on get moving dont
u see her? u better believe when she freezes ur heart and turns it into
stone and takes a knife and ur all alone….. u beter hide b4 she finds
u….. she takes the life away… have u seen..? havent u seen? the
ruins of our world…..
i was knee deep in sick love…
im not the one whose so far when i feel the snake bit enter my veins…try ponder about this…..
if god loves us and gives us all choices either… to sin… or to do
good….. the ppl that choose to do good and not sin… y does god put
so many hardships in their lives? is it to show them the diff things
that could happen? or something?man idk wuts better… life? or death….
-my art…..
biddings start at $0.01 <— 1 penny and im
serious im gonna sell this pic… lol well it lasts until this saturday
so if u want to put a bid on it just leave comments and no props so i
dont end up getting like 100 comments and like 200 propz…. lol well i
do wanna sell this pic!! plz some1 who loves me buy it!!! -
“nagi’i nagii yoru ita oi ni hoshi oni o teta meguru meguru tokino taka
ta bokutachi wa ai wo sagashite iru tsuyoku tsuyoku ita ikara ata iru”
-Every Heart – Boa
“i prayed ot the distant million stars… round and round the planets
revolve around the sun and we always seek for peace for ever more…..”
- Every Heart – Boa
“Your greatest Weakness is your greatest strangth” – Kim young su – Volcanoe High -
when im waiting here for my time
eternity passes me by
the moon and the stars will never die
the coldness of the world always by my sideas the moon shines the dark blue sky
the stars glisten in the skythe coldness of the air surrounds me
the only shelter is the house
in the house are people we call “family”
otherwise known as people i never want to be with -
if this world really has a savior and has salvation i will believe
it…. cause i know one day i will be saved…… pain is here to be
cured…. lies are meant to be forgiven…… love is here to
cure…… love is here to forget pain….. loce is here to forget the
lies….
the savior has so much love… he created love….
the savior is love…
God so loved the world, that He
gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not
perish, but have everlasting life” (John 3:16).
Receive Him into your life by faith and trust Him as your Savior: “As
many as received Him, to them gave He power to become the sons of God,
even to them that believe on His name” (John 1:12).
All have sinned, and come short
of the glory of God” Ask God for forgivness and then, at least feel
right that you have cleaned ur slate with god. -
hi people this is my last xanga entry for ever cause i think i noticed
everything about my life…. i only think about myself….. i make
people feel like shit…. i dont care about other ppl….. and like
tayler says im a fool maybe the biggest shes ever seen….. OK I WANT
ME TO ADMIT?! IM A FUCKING FOOL NO NOT A FOOD A FUCKING IDIOT……. u
think i want ur simpathy ? u think i only look for sympathy? fuck no i
dont look for sympathy….. well enough about that…… i think the
only options i got now is to die…. ay i lived a good life….. 14 1/2
years……. i made my mom and dad happy to an extent and i took care
of my sisters good……
fuck i dont know y im crying now while im making this entry
i just wanted to be a good friend to my friends or so called
“friends” but i always mess everything up… tayler was a good
friend and was like a sister but i fucked it all up….. robyn was a
friend but again i fucked it up…… lauren was a friend but again i
fucked it up…. matthew was a friend but again i fucked it up… god
was my friend but NOW I FUCKED IT UP…. i fuck up everything….
wuts the use in living when no1 even likes u and cares about u? Y?
y live when you are nothing to everyone who is an anyone?
y dont i just die and let every1 be in peace and have no stress?only person now who i think would love to see me die is tayler……
well im sorry world for being wut i am…. i just want to be a normal
person but i gess its too hard of a challenge…… so im gonna go and
try to rest my soul in a place full of pain and sorrow and death…..
how beautiful the last sunset is… forever will i miss watching the sun go down….
for ever will i miss my mom and dad saying i love you
forever will i miss trent and tyler saying hey swata
forever will i miss my sisters saying hey little bro
forever will i miss april saying hey hun….
forever will i miss angela saying thanks for praying
forever will i miss tayler saying lyab
forever will i miss tayler
and last but not least i will forever miss saying these words
“dear heavenly father thank you for this beautiful day please be with
me today and be with all my friends like tyler and trent and sheren and
april and kylie and jimmy and tayler and corey please be witth them and
not let them be sick lord please i care for them all….. please be
with them… be with my fathers asthma and my moms smoking problem….
father please take care of them, in jesus name i pray… amen” -
sup people well today was pretty plain old…. i woke up bushed my
teeth for 4 minutes then i went to etopia from like ummm 9 am till 6 pm
and its like boring… i got into a cs clan named sOju and umm i
started playing gunbound…. nothing really much…. i dont want
anything for x-mas n e more…. first i wanted this girl to kinna like
me u know my wish was for love…. but now that i know that it will
never happen no matter what. either if it was x-mas or my b-day it
would never happen….. so i just stopped wishing and praying for it to
happen… i gess right now love really isnt into my head…. wow thats
a 1st love isnt in my head? weird….. lol well idk i gess my heart is
still healing from my past gf’s michelle and robyn and stuff…. so
yea… devastating… lol well idk… lifes cool i gess love is cool
too i ges…. well ill tty guys later !! always
stanford yoshihiko myong watanabe (jeung jin)my aim is aznt3ddyb34r if any 1 like msg me or if any1 like call me plz do
232-6860
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man well i think life is kinna worth living know i got people who love
me and will always be there for me such as… my dad, my mom, my
sisters, my brother in-law, my brother who is now in heaven, tayler,
jimmy, rico, esther, TRENT, TYLER, MATTHEW, these 3 guys been with me
so long through thick and thin!! i knew trent and tyler for like 5
years!! w00t W00t well umm there is kylie, krystal, sheren, april, lol
well not too much more OO yea cant forget taylor grifith this is one of
my best friends i met in punahou summer skoo my shout out to him is wow
2003 summer skoo kicked majr ass we gotta do samething next year ok?
and how bout u take me to get ma ear peirced!! and we take da same
classes again and ill take tennis and u can hit me like u did last
time… lol well ummm i got new hurley shoes they are okay… not that
bad lookin well ummm i gotta go x-mas shoppin tonight so ill ttyl….
these are the shoe laces im gettin!!! HAPPY TREE FRIENDS RULE!! its sick but its funny!! a lot of blood and guts BUT HILARIOUS!!
