November 28, 2003
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You know what I noticed? You never know how much you love something or someone until its actually gone…. You don’t appreciate it until its gone from this earth…. Nothing now to you is worth anything cause you take everything for granted….. until its gone….. life is taken for granted cause death is everywhere cause every 8 seconds somewhere on this earth someone commits suicide….. and every 5 seconds 10 people die…. Every 9 seconds 4 people are born…… life is everywhere but death overwhelms life…. Like they say u will go to heaven…. But what really happens in the opposite? Is it a place where bad people go? Is it a place where non believers go? Is it a place where people like me go? How bout a place where I can actually rest?........ this world was made for on purpose… to love…. And to receive love….. but Lucifer changed it around… only to receive love… to receive gods love…. Not to give love……. We receive gods love but we cant truly love him in return……………….. I think if I was like god I would put it this way… I love this girl but of course as usual there is no love in return I gess my love is like the earth…. Big special and fucked up…….. maybe I should get rid of my love…….. my life runs on love…. Maybe I will get rid of my life..and I know that many people will be sooo happy knowing that I left this world.. hey today is thanks giving!! People will be thanking god that I left this earth……… don’t love me cause you think its right…. Don’t help me cause u think its right…. Don’t talk to me cause I look lonely…. Help me and love me and care for me and talk to me cause you really want to………. Don’t feel sorry…… don’t feel sorry for me or any1 like me cause I know you are only sorry for the brief moment when that short moment is gone……… you wont care or U WONT GIVE A FUCK….. no1 does…. Do u make a difference? FUCK NO I don’t think so………. Life is taken for granted…….. and so is death… people think their lives are bad? I mean I know I say mine is bad but every so often I remember about the starving kids in Africa they don’t even have the money to immunize them from curable diseases it only costs 50 cents to do it but they don’t have the money so they end up dying… but do u care? I don’t think so did u ever think of that b4? I don’t think so…. If people fear death…. Then y don’t they just kill dem selves now? Cause its gonna come soon… like for me its coming really soon……. Well life was good as it was…..fun…….
Reasons y to die….
- teeny from hma always tells me to kill myself
- my mom smokes and its slowly killing me
- my dad is never here in
- my sisters are all away from me
- life sucks
- girls suck
- friends suck
- family sucks
- everything in this world sucks
- love sucks
reasons y to live
- razor blades
- blood
- knives
- guns
aZn t3ddy b34r: u killed me long time ago
aZn t3ddy b34r: y try loving a girl when she will never love you in return?
MoNkEyPoOpOoDuDe: idk
MoNkEyPoOpOoDuDe: please jus leave so i won't hurt ne more
- teeny from hma always tells me to kill myself
Comments (2)
hey stanford..dont think that way...u are loved by mroe peepo den peepo that dont like u! alweiiz here for u so no do nething like think i dont care k? if u needa talk to someone im here and u knoe my sn..well i gots a new one itz iLLest x8o8x beb so yea if u ever feelin down jus give me a call or im me =] dont do nething nuts now! happy thanksgiving! thanks for being my fren =] lotsa luv <3_krystal
i was just lookin around and you have the same b-day as me! so there is a reason to not kill yourself! ok, hey talk to someone, please, even if i dont know you, i want to help you out! my name is kayli, just so ya know! ok bye!
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