November 16, 2003

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  Y must I dig myself in a deeper hole…. Y must I hurt myself everytime? Y do I do things I know I cant accomplish? Y do I fall in love yet I know I wont receive her love in return? Y do I persist to continue to love her? Y do I feel like shit when shes sad even though its not my fault? Y do I feel like crying when shes crying? Why do I dream about her everyday? Why do I think about her everyday? And every second of my life? Why do I continute to talk to you even though I know you don’t like it……. Y do I continue to fall for you? Y do I keep on loving you? Y do I keep thinking about you? Y do I feel so dazed when I see you picture? Y do I feel so happy when I talk to you? Y do I feel so wonderful when you say nice things about me?  Y am I writing this to you? Y am I telling you my feelings? For the last time y do I love you?

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

   

  
  

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