November 12, 2003
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hey people today was not so fun kinna boring a matter of fact… dude it was fucking boring to be honest man this day was the fucking day that i wont forget cause now im fucking pissed and i wanna die…. i think this might be my last entry ever….. i wanan die and i wanna leave this fucking cold world…..
fuck every1
lets see how much people care!!! this is convos on aim
this is how much trent cares
adORabLEkiTTy420: if i was to die wut would u do?
hAcKs sLyJoKeR 0: idk ur not dead
hAcKs sLyJoKeR 0: i cant picture u dead
this is how much travis cares
adORabLEkiTTy420: if i was to die wut would u do?
KingOfHearts0777: call 911 or something
thsi is how much jodie cares
adORabLEkiTTy420: if i was to die wut would u do?
goKRAZY725: ahhhhh
goKRAZY725: dont sey that!
this is how much kaitlin cares
adORabLEkiTTy420: if i was to die wut would u do?
HaYn HuN 8o8: brb
HaYn HuN 8o8 signed off at 10:25:45 PM.
wow she doesnt acre very much
thsi si how much kaliko cares
adORabLEkiTTy420: if i was to die wut would u do?
kaL I k oGUrl34: idk
kaL I k oGUrl34: y?
this is how much josh cares
adORabLEkiTTy420: if i was to die wut would u do?
xx Matsuda xx: go to ur funeral
xx Matsuda xx: and ask how u died
this is how much ryan cares
adORabLEkiTTy420: if i was to die wut would u do?
MaJiKal Bob: uhh
MaJiKal Bob: get angry?
this is how much mindy cares
adORabLEkiTTy420: if i was to die wut would u do?
bAbYgUrLy59: well how would i know?
bAbYgUrLy59: but…if u were to die i’d feel sad
thsi si how much joie cares
adORabLEkiTTy420: if i was to die wut would u do?
joieboi48: iunno i can’t imagine ne one our age dying
ahahah no1 even cares how funny!! lmao!!! lol well im gonna ask more ppl for the next 2 days and stuff and then im most likely gonna go through major depression then i wanna kill ma self and die…
heres a story i wrote
tayler ur sis hates me lol thats funny ok well the story u made was pretty good i got a story kinna like dat well here it is
this girl named mina is a nice korean girl shes 19 shes very generous and cute and thoughtful shes in love with a guy…… she spent everydya with him… slowly he started to get tired of her… mina’s friends started to notice that so they told her… she didnt want to accept the truth so she tried harder to get his attention again… he started to graze away from her… she souldnt stop crying knowing she lost her love…
3 months later
mina found another love… it wasnt as good as her 1st but it was still good they were in love talking on the phone during the night ouut together during the day…. as the days closed in he took her out to dinner…. there at the dinner table he told her some shocking news….. he told her that hes in love with her best friend……. she was shocked beyong belief……. she felt like crying.. but she held it in she started to tell him shes happy for him when deep inside she was crying and getting ripped apart……. she went home that day angry and sad and depressed… she went to the kitchen and oopened the drawer and took out the knife….. she put the blade next to her arm.. she slowly moved it across her arm making a little cut about 3 inches long…. slowly this red line started to appear…. slowly more blood came out…. she screamed in pain as she dropped the knife on the floor… the first couple drops of blood fell in the floor as she screamed….. this was the beggining of the cutting….
1 year and 3 months later
now mina is depressed and isnt very thoughtful or kind at all…… but finally she got it out of her she loved once more… she broke out of the depression and started to love again for the first time in a year she fell in love and she was actually happy again she thought she would never feel love ever again…. she was waiting at home bored… she wanted to go to his work to surprise him… so she went in her car to surprise him and she left….
*the work place*
she arrives and opens the door… she looks around and finally spots him… when she starts to go towards him she sees a girl infront of him… they were talking first so she just thought of watching them for a while… they were just talking and laughing and she asked him if he had a gf and he said no… then the girl and him kissed…. mina inside was burning…. she angrily left… she drove to her house and just took the knife and waited till her boyfriend went home….. she went to his house and he opened the door…..
“how could you love thta girl when you have me?” mina
“what do you mean? yor the only one i love”
“no im not i saw you today kissing that girl”mina
“what were you doing at work?”
“see you dont love me”mina
“im sorry mina please—-”
“NO ive been hurt to many times my heart has been crushed and minced and its not gone.. i wanted to love you i thought u loved me but i was wrong….”mina
“no but–….”
“i dont wanna hear it.. i just want you to know i love you”mina
she then took out the knife and slit her throat… he ran to the phone and called 911 and then minas body fell to the cold dead floor as she passed away….
Comments (2)
dude dont
hey thats pretty unfair, i mean if i was to ask you that how would you answer truthfully?