November 4, 2003

• hey people well today is monday and i jsut woke up like ummm 3 hours ago at like 6 pm... are u wondering y i woke up so late? well its because last night i cut my wrist and it hurt like hell and my life was like over and love was all gone so i was liek wuts the use in living? so i like tried to kill ma self and shit... i took 4 tylenols and 3 sleeping pills it aint that bad but damn the 3 sleeping pills worked!! i was out cold for like 24 hours!!! lol well ummmm i had a long as dream too... damn man soo long the dream was 24 hours long... well if u guy are curious ill give the basics of ma dream i had

  ok well i fell in love with this girl.. and she has a bf too well one day she got into a fight with him and i came to stop them and i got into a fight with him... after i took her to my house and i took care of her and we both fell in love and she got to know me more.... we loved each other forever basically...

  2 years later

  im taking her out and out of the blue herex bf comes out of a car infront of us with a gun and he shoots... i go infront of the shot so it doesnt hit her... he drives away quickly... i fall on the gound and see the blood coming out... she runs to me and i reach into my back pocket and take out alittle box and she smiles and cries and she tells me yes... i smile cause i know i will die happily....... i reach up one last time to touch her beautiful face...

  that was the end of the dream there was a lot more but to lazy to put it all in well today im not feeling too good so im gonan sleep soon!!!! lol well g nitez

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