hey ppl well umm today is like umm….. i think its monday yes im right its mondy the 6th i think…. October 6 , 2003… well yesterday was messsed up i went to the movies with ma pops and we saw school of rock!! hilarious movie starring jack black… only thing that wasnt so fun was the couple sitting next to me.. the girl was giving the guy a bj  in the movie thearter .. kinna nasty …. i turned and i saw her head in his coat and he was all like smiling and shit  <– looked like that… and at a funny part her jumped cause he laughed and i heard the girl choke!! AHAHA SOO FREAKING FUNNY!!! LMAO  lol well ummm… hmm today was kinna boring except the fact that rico fell today!! AHAHAH he got a bubu… lol  hmm wut else today… well jodie got a pick of jimmy and luke kissin well not really kiss but well yea it was a kiss i gess… it was hilarious….. me and josh winslow got kicked out of english… SOO GAY….

 that is ayumi hamasaki one of my fave japanese singers!! w00t

you cant forget hikaru utada!!!

 oo yea cant forget boa!! lol

well here is a pic for u asian ppl study it and learn it well…

ill add in a poem soon when i make a new one…. well tty peeps latta

stanford a.k.a jeung jin

wellz not much to say today cause today is gonna be hella boring.. shiet.. man notin to do today i cant go out cause mom is all bitchy and dad is to lazy to take me out and no1 is ever gonna call me and no1 is on aim so yea there is like nothing to do.. so yea sooo bored.. damn man i wish somehting interesting would happen today… maybe pigs can fly? hmm that would be cool except the fact that if they took a shit on ur car!! damn that would suck… lol!!! well yea.. wellzzzz ummm  notin to freaking do… argh…  lol kinna cute…. KINNA… well yea it is cute lol its funny….

 oOo fire….. *some1 else* umm stanford wut r u doing with that lighter? *stanford gets a evil glimer in his eye* *some1 else* STANFORD NOOOOOOO THATS THE AMERICAN FLAG!!!! *stanford grins evily* lol well ummm soo bored if u wanna call me heres my number 227-5730 if ur not from hawaii heres my number 1-808-227-5730!! well ttyl

oo yea heres another poem

sometiems i just wonder y
i wonder y it couldnt be
i wonder y im just a glimer in ur life
y cant i be the one?
every time i see u it kills me
i feel hurt everytime i see you
knowing me and you will not work
i just wanna commit you my love
i want you to give me ur unconditional love
i know im just a small item in ur life but please can i be more than that
your the one that i think about 24/7
ur the one i wanna spen my life with
ur the one i wanna see everyday
please just me and u
lets take a trip tot he stars

yea thats one and heres another

heart

its like this machine in your body u cant control
no1 knows how it really works
its like a puzzle you cant fix it once its broken
but all i know is only 1 person can fix it
im not too shure hu that 1 person is
but im searching
i have feelings that it might be you
will you please fix my heart…..
baby please….

well ummm today is saturday and last night chad yazawa slept over!!! he wateched chamber of secrets that movie is soo boring…. no offense or anything.. well we were at super connected from like 2 pm till like 10 ALMOST 8 HOURS wow… lol i saw some hba peeps like trent, mic, jon, chase, kenton <– dont like him , troy, corey, and nikky yea well thats about all and at like 12 am… well my dad picked us up at like 10:20 and then we went to see UNDERWORLD …. again!!! lol well it was good….. well atleast i thought so….. <– dont u find it kinna cute? idk about u but i do kinna….. juss small kine….. jokomata curasai.. i think that means please wait… in jap not too shure  lol but any ways… me and ma gf broke up kinna sucks but of course thats how life is……..

yea thats how love is kinna lol in my case girls take my heart and then crush it…. DAMNIT!!!! well ive been talking to my good friend well idk if shes my good friend… ok ok ok ill say friend…. ive been talking to my friend mindy and she told me my poems are pretty good….. but i dont believe her… no offense mindy…. well i wanna see ur opinions on them ok? well here are 2 i wrote…

ocean

like this big vast area of water
its never ending
the mysteries that we dont know
the questions we have
every night we stare at it but we never understand it
i just noticed baby
the ocean is like our love
its never ending
but confusing we will never understand it
like the ocean its beautiful
just like you…
like the ocean its raging
like our love
like the ocean our love is confusing and mysterious
but there are those times when we are together
like the ocean on that one sunset its beautiful
our love is something that is unimaginable
our love is just so like the ocean…

well yea there is one of them…. heres 1 more…..

stars

these small things in the sky
just like me to your life
i know im small to you
but im bright and nice
i might not be the one for you
i might not be ur shining star
i might not be as beautiful as the stars
these toys in the sky sparkle while i look at you
i see them dazzling in your eyes
i can stare at you baby…
i can stare at you all day and all night
i just wanna stare into your eyes and count all the stars

well there it is leave comments on wut u think… ttyl peace

can you guys freakin count? lol u guys suck…….. well this sunday ill post a msg saying the real number…. until then u guys suck!!! 101 102? LMAO u guys are so lame…

hey people well umm i just finished my iowa testing things!! W00T!!!! h377 y34 p4rty!!!! lol come my house i got the kieg!!! lol nah nah well im happy we finished this stupid test and shit… apoligize for ma swearing… well ummmm im bored so im gonna type some of my fave songs on here!!! so if u like u can dl them… up to u idc… well just wanna say hi to my buds corey, tyler, trent, jimmy, tyler, rico, jeremy, chad, nikky, kellie, sook kyung, michelle, damn i 4get hu else lol….   wel its artist first then song

Papa Roach – Blood Brothers , Bowling For Soup – Punk Rock 101 , Bowling For Soup – The Bitch Song , POD – Alive , Prodigy – Firestarter , Fountains of Wayne – Stacy’s Mom , BoA – Every Heart , BoA – Destiny , Coldplay – Clocks , Allister – Chasing Amy , Allister – I Want It That Way , B4-4 – Endlessly , Sum41 – In Too Deep , Dashboard Confessional – Hands Down , 3 Doors Down – Kryptonite , A New Found Glory – Glory of Love , NFG – That Thing You Do , American Hi-Fi – Flaver of The Week , Baby V.O.X – Come On , Ayumi Hamasaki – Fly High (eurobeat) , Blink 182 – All the Small Things , Blink 182 – The Party Song , BoA – Valenti , BoA – Amazing Kiss , BoA – Im Sorry , BoA – Atlantis Princess , BoA – Listen to My Heart ,  BoA - No.1 , BoA – Waiting , Disturbed – Down With the Sickness , DJ Mystic – Moonlight Shadow , Dj Mystik – Never Ending Story , Dj Sammy- Heaven , Dj Sammy – Boys of Summer , Drowning Pool – Let the Bodies Hit the Floor , Extreme – More than Words , Foo Fighters – All my Life , Hoobastank – Crawling in the Dark , The Atari’s – In This Diary , Jack Johnson – Bubbly Toes , Hikaru Utada – Automatic , Jimmy Eat World – Sweetness , Jimmy Eat World – In the Middle , Linkin Park – Faint , Linkin Park – Papercut , Linkin Park – Crawling , Linkin Park – One Step CLoser , Linkin Park – Somewhere I Belong , Linkin Park – In the End , Linkin Park – Points of Authority , Marilyn Manson – Sweet Dreams , Marilyn Manson – Tainted Love , Marilyn Manson – Beautiful People , Papa Roach – Last Resort , Papa Roach – She Loves me Not , Pepper – Give it Up , Saliva – Click Click Boom , Saliva – Always , Simple Plan – Addicted , Simple Plan – Im Just a Kid , Simple Plan – Id Do Anything , Simple Plan – Perfect , Sum 41 – Hell Song , Sum41 – Motivation , Sum41 – Fat Lip , Sum41 – Makes No Difference , Taking Back Sunday – Cute Without The E , The All American Rejects – Swing Swing , The Atari’s – IOU One Galaxy , The Atari’s – Boys of Summer , The Vines – Get Free , White Stripes – Fell in Love With a Girl , White Stripes – seven nation army , Coldplay – Scientist , Marron5 – harder to breath , AFI – Days of phoenix , System of a Down – Toxicity , System of a Down – Aerials , System of a Down – Chop Suey , Sugar Cult – Bouncing off the walls , Blue – U Make me wanna , Cranberries – Zombie , Green Day – Time of your Life , Green Day – When i come around , Cradle of Filth – Gothic Romance , Cradle of Filth – Hell Awaits , GC – little things , GC – Girls and boys , GC – lifestyles of the rich and the famous , GC – the anthem , Goo Goo Dolls – Iris , Laava – Where ever you are , Avant – making good love , Cradle of Filth – Her ghost in the fog , Taproot – Poem , Trapt – Headstrong , Puddle of Mud – Blurry , Simple PLan – Happy together , Baby V.O.X – Baeshin , Rammstein – Freu Frei , Slipknot - Plague , Slipknot – Snap , Chimera – Army of the dead , BoA – Kimochi wa Thutawaru , Bloodhound Gang – Bad Touch , Bloodhound gang – New Vagina song , Avril Lavigne – sk8ter Boi , Evanescense – Bring me to life , Dance Dance Revolution 32 – Dynamite rave , Classical – Dreaming Piano (techno mix) , Crap – Man this sucks well thats all i know now my brain hurts.. shit…

1st one to count all the songs gets $15!!! lol if u get it just make a comment and ill give u the money

we just friends now!! got over it we pretty koo now and etc.. well me and my ex gf a.k.a robyn got to be friends now!!! after months of fighting now we koo!!! yay now no mo fighting…. hehe well im out in this world a lone and scared hidin in a corner… hehe well ummm ill post another msg lata tonight if sometin happens well tty peeps lata..>!!!!