boy does this suck!!!! lol i tried to commit suicide tonight and out of 3 knives not 1 was able to cut my skin seriously i was like cutting and stuff……

i mean seriously out of 3 knives not 1!!!! lol well i wasnt gonna commit suicide cause i was cutting the lower part of my arm and known to facts that cant kill you!! well yea……

not 1 was able to cut me…. damnit!!! >.<

hey people well right now is like umm 5:30 pm and my alarm clock nect to me says its fucking 5″12 am wth is up wit dat? lol well ummm here i drew some pics a while back and i just thought i shuld put them in here well enjoy!!!










well those are the pics i drew and i just want to say i really love you ____________ and when i get the guts i will ask you out…. well i love you guys…. all my friends….

i love you all

well hi people right now its like umm 9:30 pm now i think////…… i only had 2 hours of sleep last night i think i slept at like 3 and i woke up at like 5:30 so today i was kinna fuqed up and shit…. lol (forvgive my swearing im trynna quit) well ummm… yea today i was just really tired and stuff but still yet i went to etopia for like 9 hours today…… wait no  6 hours… lol wow big diffy… well nothing really happened just some of my friends were there Nick, Joey, Gary, Alex, and Ken, and Eric, and Daniel…. well lol if u wanna know wut my cs name is i think its

<#shin> i LoVe ??T??n?e  

 i put the ? so u wouldnt know hu she is well right now i think im etopia server im like rank 2 or 3!!! pretty good!! w00t…. that shows one way how i love her i spent hella long working hard to get her name and stuff on the top15 list out of like 2000 people!!! AMAZING!!!

lol well me joey and nick went to movies today and stuff and we walked there it was kinna fun like ummmm we almost got hit by a car and stuff…. and we like talked about funny things like if u had pigeons trained to shit on people!! lol it was  funny lol and stuff like that its kinna useless but hu cares? i dont care cause im a lazy cute panda!! o yea im chubby like a panda too!! lol well pandas are soo cool!!! if i could be any animal i would be a panda they are like biug and fat and aggressive and stuff!!! so fun!!

well yea…………………………………………………………………….

just wanted to tell the special girl here that i love her even though i dont think she reads my xanga i just want her to know i love her and i want the whole world to know cause my love for her is strong like supa strong!!!

just wanna say i love you….

stanford watanabe

a.k.a jeung jin

i think im falling in love all over again….. i think im falling in love with you…..you might not care… or feel the same way….. but im still madly in love with you….. i just want to tell you i love you and i wish you can say yes…….

i <3 u

stanford a.k.a jeung jin

hey ppl i was sick today so i stayed home… cough.. cough…. lol well last night i threw up… yuck.. well while i stayed home nothing to do kinna except i talked to sheren on the phone for like 30 seconds… and i talked to patience and brooke <– talked to her for like minute lol well idk hu else i talked to… well i went to my moms room and i burned some stuff for fun and i burned my hand,,, =. OUCH not fun  lol well i watch lizzie mc guire the movie… omg im such a freaking dork/….. ay it wasnt bad!! lol hey come on come on!!! dreams!!… blah thats all i remember!! lol well umm right now is like 7:34 my fave korean drama is coming up in like 20 mins and stuff im soo anxious!!! lol well ummm….. me and ma dad actually had quality time today we both ate dinner at mai lan some good viet food place that my dads friend owns i call him uncle sam….. lol weird but hu cares? not me  <– some asian eyes for u!! lol well ill ttyl oo yea i practiced raving today while i was sick!! hehe well ttyl

stanford a.k.a jeung jin

da da da dayum!!!! man today is hella boring…. i was gonna go to etopia this morning at like 10 am so i call up my friend gary and im like u gonna go etops and hes like im there and im like is comp 4 taken? and hes like they all are and im like wait wut? etopia opened 1 hour ago how can it all be taken and hes like y dont u come down and check it out and im like fuck it !!! lol well umm im just stayin home chillin while my mom aint here… ooo shit i had to clean the turtle DAMN that thing smells like shit….. i almost puked when i smelt that thing… DAYUM wut is he eating? lol dayum…. well ill say this……….

im never gonna race a car ever again cause i dont wanna take any fucking chances i dont wanna die at this young age….

well just wanna say ill ttyl maybe tonight? lol well ttyl

if u like msg me on aim or call me 227-5730 well buh bye toodles…

hey ppl well today is sunday!!! w00t w00t lol raise da roof tomorrow no skoo cause umm i think its umm columbus day? or sometin like dat yea……. well last night richard slept over… that asshole dragged my ass out of the house at 11 pm and we went to etopia till 2 am… i hung out with my peeps at etopia my big sis april which i love… ^^ lol well and also my friend jason…. well yea and when we came back home richard took over the comp when i passed out and the next day WTF he slept all the way till like 11 am then we went to etopia AGAIN……. at like 12 then i stayed till like 9 pm and now im writing this entry i just like kinna came home and stuffs….. well gary was at etopia and stuffs…..well i played with my other big sis sheren!! i love you sheren noonah ^^ lol well hmm…….. i think this is about all…

noooo wait today my mom went to korea so now its jsut me and my dad and my dad doesnt give a fuck wut i do and stuff so its like party!! w00t w00t and b4 my mom left she gave me song bling bling!! w00t lol so im gonna go pimp it out with ma peeps maybe… lol today this happened

im at etopia and my dad calls me at like 6 pm

stanford come home at 6:30

y apa (apa in krn means dad)

tomorrow u got skoo today is sunday

and im like nooo dad tomorrow is a holiday rememer?

and hes like ooo yea!! nvm then stay out as long as u want and then call me if u want me to pik u up

and im like HEHEHEHEHE >.< lol

well yea nothing really else to out in here except saying i dont think lvoe is the thing for me…. see look i fall in love kinna fast… and its a bad habbit… well atleast im admitting the truth…. well ill ttyl peeps lata hit me up witha  prop if u liked this entry…. i thinkim gonna pass out now

ttyl

stanford a.k.a jeung jin

cs name is =    7i.| shiroku hosu ^^

hey ppl!!!!! wut up? well i kinna like some1 now… lol well ummm yea.. notin really more to say!! lol today in woodhop i was making a koa clock kind of thing and when i was putting on the varnish i was pouring the varnish onto this cloth and then i accidnetly tipped the can and like ahlf the varnish splashed out and i got in trouble!! >.< damnit!!!  lol yea……. well i played tyler and trent 2v1 in cs i owned them!!!!! LOL!!!! well i was like this to my dad…

lets watch a movie dad!!!

wut movie?

ummm…. if i tell u i dont think ull want to see it

umm its ok stanford ill watch it

well its called house of the dead

NO!!!!

he walks to his room and slams the door and locks it!! LMAO SOOOO FUNNY!!!!! lol well ima put another post lata just wanna say hi to my friends

rico, mindy, amanda, patience, sydney, jimmy, kaliko, jodie, josh, jeremy, tyler, trent, tyler L,  cameron, taylor, tayler, robyn if i 4got u just tell me and ill add u

hello my fellow people of hawaii!!! w00t state of 808!!! h377 y34!!! w00t w00t!!! lol well hmmm….  today was fairly boring nothing really happened ummmm….. woodshop i made this cool wood thing (koa wood) its like this flame thing!! ITS AWESOME!!! im almost done with it so yea…. lol well ummm nothing really happened except the fact that after skoo i went to comp usa and got a new head set for my comp its pretty nice about $50!! damnit >.< lol well umm yea ill post a msg lata tonight well ttyl!!!

 Have you ever?

Have you ever love someone
and know that they didn`t care?
Have you ever felt like crying,
but know that you`d get no where?
Have you ever close your eyes,
and say a little prayer?
Have you ever looked into their hearts,
and wish that you were there?
Have you ever watch them walk away,
and whisper, “god I love you,”
but never told them so,
you cry all night and go insane
there`s nothing in this world
that would cause u so much pain.
I say don`t fall in love,
cause it hurts through and through,
I have but one question,
why did I fall in love with you…?

whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo can some1 please save me from this fantasy world? its like i like in a fictitious land full of wonders and mysterious!!! whooo wowwuts that pretty thing over there!! WOW SOO PRETTY!!! ooo colorful lights!!! so nice!!! wow!!!!!

lol thats how my made up world would be everyhting would be free and no1 would get hurt emotionally (from love) well right now my friends need me the most for emotional supposrt so trynna help!!!

well im in a band and im a singer!! w00t w00t i hope our band doesnt die in like a month.. fuck soo erking if it does… =/ well ttyl im kinna buisy now just wanna say

mindy its ok i prayed for her so no worries….

rico u idiot LONG DISTANCE LOVE IS SOO HARD

jimmy we gotta get more peeps for our band

kalei take me trick or treating too for LIVE candy!!!

hey people well i just came back from watching my favorite korean drama if u wanna join me and watch it its on channel 4 and umm its on mondays and tuesdays its called summer scent. its sooo sad…. todays one is f’ed up… i cant believe hae-won likes min-woo when shes gonna get engaged to jun-jae WTH soo messed up… well enough about that today at skoo wut happened?! umm well i got hit in the balls and it hurt like fucking hell….. umm wut else?! oo lol i was like sleeping in creative living for like 40 mins and i was sleeping right in the middle of the teacher and stuff and when i woke up i was like all paranoid i was like

OMG WE ARE ALL GONNA DIE!!!! one day some smart ass like bill gates is gonna program a computer to think on its own and then its gonna program others and then soon enough all machines will have minds on their own… then we are all gonna die cause now we all live off of technology and see if they have minds on their own they are gonna kill us cause theyve been our slaves for so long and stuff…. its kinna scary… and see look this is tru the us army is actually thinking about making mechanical soldiers!! dont u find it dumb? they are bullet proof but if water gets on them they are dead… if AN EMP SHOCKWAVE HITS THEM THEY ARE ALL DEAD!! lmao well still yet we are all gonna die

lol thats how i was and stuff kinna freaky but funny… lol well yea. i went to dinner at this korean place called sorabol and omg my dads friend named koichi OMG he told my dad and mom a deal…. i can only get my liscence and car under these terms

i need a 3.0 gpa to get my liscence

i need a 3.5 gpa to get a USED car

i need a 4.0 to get a new car!!!!

WTF!!!!! omg im gonna kill him!! ARGH!!! he made me sooo mad and cause of him im not gonna get a car gosh darnit!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!! well i wrote a story kinna thing but tis kinna sexual so if u wanna read it just im me on aim and ill send it to u well ttyl

stanford aka jeung jin  leene is kinna hott even though shes a cartoon…