right now i dont know y and i dont really understand but im really confused about love and life….

y do ppl say i love you when they actually wanna hurt you in the end… or maybe just play a game?… how bout y do guys play girls? y do girls play guys? y does life suck and love just perish…. y did u have to do that to me? y do u even bother in saying u love me when i know u dont?… y do u bother talking to me when i know u dont wanna…… y do u tell me compliments when i know they are all lies… y love me when u r playing me?

love = honesty    to me i dont know about you but to me honesty means no lies nothing…. no lies no playing no hurting… i know love hurts at times but dont purposely hurt some1 emotionally….. how would it feel if i lied to you about myself like saying hi im from washington and i love you… when im actually from hawaii how would that feel? i wouldnt know cause it never happened to me but imagine the ways ppl get hurt everyday…

maybe one day he/she finds he/she kissing or holding another guy/girl….. maybe they find their love intoxicated at a prty fuqing some1 hell i dont know but imagine all the ways ppl get hurt from love… just imagine thats all i can say… imagine….. wen i see couples smiling and saying i love you it kinna makes me sick knowing once i had that and now its gone cause of a couple lies that happened……

when ppl say i love you i just wanna smack them and say dont waste ur time… i know its sad but they are wasting time and in the end hu is gonna get hurt? usually the girl but in a way a guy out of a relation gets hurt too….

~ATTENTION~ this is a message to girls…..     ay u know wut bout time a guy says this u know guys we have emotions too u know!!! we can get hurt and stuff so dont play with us or toy with us cause we got emotions too… guys cry… guys wonder about things….  i just dont know y girls would play guys… i know guys play girls too ut here look at this.. this is a known fact

During dating girls are the playerz…….. BUT……. During marriage guys are the players….

see its a known fact and its kinna sad…. girls always blame guys or like tease guys or like idk.. maybe umm categorize them like hes hott hes not hes built hes not… wtf is up with that i just wish one day girls would stop being so shallow i mean i know SOME some arent shallow but most are…. and well i just have so much stress from love….. shit…. can some1 just save me and let me alone in my own fantasy world… where NO GIRLS LIE TO ME…. key word ppl LIE…….

sook kyung if u r reading this juss wanna say i think we need to talk….. well i still like u and all we just need to talk ok? well luv ya

thanks for reading this entry all my stress was in here maybe not all i say about 1/10th of my stress is in here a lot more left i dont wanna bore u so i just put a small portion in here well ill ttyl leave comments in here please!!!

hi well umm today was kinna okay.. i gess worked out like crunches sit ups lifted weights down stairs at the spa and stuff…. shit trynna lose weight is kinna hard!!!! lol well hmm…… sook kyung i really need to talk to u ~URGENT~ im not really mad but confused ok? well ttyl on aim

jeung jin < 3 sook kyung

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hi well today is saturday!!! i came back from my little sleepover school thingy mojober its boring so im not gonna explain it lol well umm….. im gonna try hard in skool now so i can visit korea only some of you guys understand and my love understands too hehe….. keke^^ lol well idk if we will last cause idk cause like 1st of all i know i love her but idk like idk how to explain i prayed yesterday (friday night) for about 1 hour about me and sook kyung and just wished to god about somethings…. so i hope they come tru and if not we werent meant to be…..

but sook kyung lets make it last forever…..

and sook kyung how much do u love me? and also on aim when u can tell me where in korea u live and etc.. well tty on aim

Jeung Jin <3 Sook Kyung….-o923o3-

hi ppl well ummm today is friday we got the homeless project thing and yea,,,,….. well hmm….. this weeks beeen pretty good and pretty bad like i got into trouble with a senior and stuff and i gess i deserved it and the good thing is i fell in love well sook kyung if u wanna talk on aim we need to freaking figure out this time diff lol well umm i love you oo yea and sook kyung i cant tlak to u today cause i got this skool sleep over thingy soo yea.. =/ well ill try and talk to u asap

sarang hae sook kyung

Jeung Jin <3 Sook Kyung

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hi ppl well ummm today is friday we got the homeless project thing and yea,,,,….. well hmm….. this weeks beeen pretty good and pretty bad like i got into trouble with a senior and stuff and i gess i deserved it and the good thing is i fell in love and im gonna visit koreathis december as long as my grades are good so that means i gotta study hard if i wanna go to korea!!!! well sook kyung if u wanna talk on aim we need to freaking figure out this time diff lol well umm i love you

sarang hae sook kyung

Jeung Jin <3 Sook Kyung

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hi right now is 6:35 p.m. and im waiting for sook kyung to go on aim… maybe she dont wanna talk to me? idk.. =/ well i love you…

jeung jin <3 sook kyung

hi well right now is 9/25/03 and i just wanna say i love you sook kyung….. ^^ lol well ummm i think skool is gonna be boring today!!!! i dont wanan go to woodshop its soooo boring all i do is just sit down and sing with jimmy and stuff.. lol it was funny… i dontr eally wanna go though  waste of umm 1 hour damnit… i noticed korea is 19 hours ahead of korea so if you do the math you add 19 hours so like right now its like 6:41 am.. add 12 hours so then its like 6:41 p.m. then u add the remaining 7 hours so its like 1:41 am so korea is kinna like 5 hours behind us… yea….. i just wanna say sook kyung lets talk on aim again it was fun and dont cry please….  just wanna say i love you sarang hae….

i just had to put this in here cause its funny… lol well sarang hae sook kyung… ill talk to u tonight and i told god tonight if we were meant tobe god would let me go to korea… ^^ well i love you….

JeUnG jIn <3 sOOk kYuNg    o923o3

today is wendesday 9-24-03 its now like umm 6:15 am… and its like  3 pm in korea.. hehe well im here i just wanna say i love you sook kyung and im counting the days until i can finally go……. we’ll make it last for ever i love you…

Sarang Hae Sook Kyung

Ashteru Sook Kyung

Wo Ai Na Sook Kyung

I love you Sook Kyung

Jeung Jin <3 Sook Kyung   forever

suppz… and if u didnt know for your info boa is a korean singer.. so yea… well i got a IPOD today!!! WOOT……i also underworld… HOLY SHIT that movie is soo good….. VAMPIRES RULE but in this movie they kinna suck… cause that fucking guy victor that shit head.. lol

well if ppl can explain wut fear and hate is….

y cant they explain love?

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<— number 2

<—– FAT BASTARD!!!!!!!

any1 here know wut love relaly means?